The Beginning of the End

I’ve been married 4 times and my pattern for leaving always takes a similar path. Sadly, I’ve started down the path to leaving Stephen. Stephen hasn’t been willing to actively work to get his sex addiction under control. He’s lied to me, his therapist and has continued with his cheating. Cyber sex with other people recently. hundreds of hours looking at pictures, watching porn, searching … Continue reading The Beginning of the End

Control

Things feel out of control in my life right now. The details don’t matter. What does matter is how I’m coping and/or not coping with the stress and overwhelm of emotions. I’ve ridden the wave of denial, trying to accept an insane situation and stuff my feelings about it. I’ve blown up a time or two. I’ve cried. I’ve scrubbed the house top to bottom. … Continue reading Control