DAY 15: Has your submission evolved over time? If so, how has it evolved for you? If not (or if you are just starting out), how might you see or imagine it evolving in the future?
Submission is a living part of who i am. It grows and changes depending on what’s going on in my life and who i’m with. i have a strong, alpha personality outside of my sexual relationships. i am often told by friends and people on the outside that i’m dominant. i laugh, because in my relationships, i am anything but. The first change in being submissive was going from sexually only in bed to being submissive in all areas on my relationship. It was shocking to watch.
i am a little and a feisty, playful one at that. i don’t like the association people have with brat. i’m fun, loving, playful… a tease. i’m also 100% Daddy’s good girl. Trust and feeling safe and loved have shifted my submission into high gear. i follow the rules Daddy sets in all things. i ask permission to do basic things like go out with my friends and BBQ by myself so Daddy can keep me safe.
One of the main areas which my submission has evolved is being little. It’s taken time and experience to see that’s a big part of who i am and how i relate in the world. i kept it under wraps as best i could for many years. With Daddy, i knew i was little, but i have bloomed fully into a sweet little who adores her Daddy and will do anything He asks of me. It’s a different kind of submission. i submit because i love Daddy and He protects and loves me to pieces. i submit out of sheer love and respect for Daddy.
Consensual non-consent is an area i never imagined that i’d touch in my own submission. This is an area which Daddy and i play in with some regularity.