When I met Daddy I was juggling 9 (nine) men that I talked to and played with online and by phone. I’d had my fill of uncommitted kinky sex and was looking for my forever Daddy. Weeding them out didn’t take long once I met Daddy. *giggles* I share this as a bit of back story. Two of these men had very strong opinions about my sexuality. One of them was very right and the other was just as wrong.

The guy that was right told me I’d never be happy only being a sub. He and I switched together. I’d been switching for a while, but I always want to return to the protective arms of a Daddy Dom. I thought I could stay there forever. It took a long time for me to start desiring more than just fantasies and writing erotica. As I started out saying, he was right.

The other guy told me that I wasn’t capable of being monogamous. lol My entire relationship history has been monogamous relationships. I’m only slutty and poly when my heart isn’t involved or I’m between relationships. I tried telling him this, but he just didn’t believe me based on his experience with me. Once again, I’ve been totally monogamous with Daddy from the moment I made the commitment to do so.

These two guys and what they said came up today because I’ve been finding myself feeling more and more dominant lately. My fantasies and desires run amuck with cock bondage, emotional sadism, orgasm and pleasure control, and humiliation. Lady Jo wants to come out to play really bad!!! It’s been coming for about a month now. Daddy and I have started down the path of switching a bit. I’m not sure that going into full Lady Jo with Daddy would work. I think our kinks don’t align on that side of the lash. I’m also not sure that I’d be OK with it after if I did.

I have no desire to bring someone in or step out in some way for a release in those areas. I’m searching for ways to incorporate them into our dynamic. Perhaps some role play? Daddy loves watching me masturbate. Maybe we go that route? I think we’ll start a conversation on how to address my kinky desires on this end of the lash. Who knows? Daddy may want to experience some of them?? Only time will tell.

Have a great day all. Time to talk to Daddy.