Well, at the moment I’m listening to the Glass Fire update on the radio. The containment is reaching higher percentages each day which is a relief. I’m still in an evacuation warning zone. I don’t watch the news because of the effect of the images being put out there non-stop. The fires are very real here…. I see and feel the effects every single minute … Continue reading What’s on my mind?
The winds picked up last night with more lightening. The fires are spreading fast and the closest one to me has 0% containment. The smoke in the air is so thick it’s permeating my house with all the windows and doors shut. My lungs hurt. My head hurts. I’m coughing. I’m crabby. The Prednisone is the only thing keeping my lungs working right now, but … Continue reading Smoke
Of course i love being little! What little doesn’t love relaxing into little space and letting go? Daddy will handle everything! Yesterday morning i had a reminder of just how bad it sucks to be big… and all by myself. i had some irregular swelling in one of my legs with discoloration and cooler to the touch than the other one. Given a history of … Continue reading Being Big Sucks Sometimes
It’s a beautiful spring day. Warm and breezy. By all rights, i should be outside flying a kite with Daddy! Quarantine restrictions are being lifted. Curfew and the National Guard have left. Why am i inside rather than enjoying this gorgeous spring day? Stress weighs heavy in our home. i’m waiting for the plumber to come. Our water heater went out yesterday. Daddy is sick … Continue reading Life
I’m sitting here in Daddy’s big chair sipping a cup of yummy Vermont Maple Tea with Almond Milk watching Counting Cars. The pups are napping. At the moment, all is ok in the world. By all outward signs… things are ok. On the inside, my heart is pounding and my blood pressure is through the roof. All the stress and worry thoughts humanly possible right … Continue reading Outrageous Anxiety
Nearly 2 full days of sleep, herbal tea and puppy snuggles and I’m starting to feel a little physically better which makes the rest feel more manageable. Mega doses of antibiotics and prednisone help more than a little, too. I’m still tired and wear out pretty quickly, but the fever has broken and my overall pain has gone away. My lungs are still tight and … Continue reading Turning the corner
Been up almost all night. Coughing, not able to lay down at all, ruminating about the stress in my life and all the things which are adding to it. I finally journaled it all out. Not the stuff to post of WordPress. The stuff you keep private to yourself until it can be sorted out and dealt with effectively. My lungs hurt. Feels like there’s … Continue reading I’m not happy
I can’t tell ya how many times I’ve sat here staring at the blank computer screen trying to write something. I’ve had ideas for posts, but the words just haven’t come together. I wouldn’t say I’ve had “writer’s block”. I have to be honest and say that stress of life right now has got me down. I’m unmotivated to do much of anything creative. Far … Continue reading I keep sitting down to write
Bad news has been in abundance all week long. Not just bad/sad news, but the kind that makes life really hard. Like Social Security is holding my payments and back pay til next July… over a year. The trustee is refusing to act at all, leaving the money from the insurance company in the bank sitting while we go longer without a functioning kitchen or … Continue reading Stress Reduction
The last couple of weeks have been incredibly hard!! On top of our home being in a constant state of disarray with the struggle of getting the kitchen put in after the water main burst back in July, fights and struggles with the trustee on my house…. we were evacuated for nearly a week with the threat of losing our home and everything we own. … Continue reading Love & Marriage
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