Nope, i’m not going to talk about Covid 19. So not gonna do it!!! 🙂 The new normal is having Daddy home and our blossoming patterns. When He first moved to California we were graced with the ability to have almost 2 full months together uninterrupted. It was a dire need at that time. We’d been online for about six months at that time with … Continue reading Life in the new normal
Gotta be honest here. I was the first person on the band wagon for structure being good for us is bogus! To a large degree, I’m a 47 year old teenager. lol That shouldn’t be news to anyone that’s followed my blog more than a day or two. My life has been very structured, routine and consistent for a few years now. I depend on … Continue reading Hard Hat Area!
Most of the time being little is fun and brings a lot of joy to my life and that of others i share it with. There are things which are difficult about being little. Yes, the good WAY out weighs the hard. 🙂 i have the joy of being in a relationship where i’m able to be little the majority of the time… rather as … Continue reading Day 2 of Little Introspection: What is the hardest part about being little?
The world has felt big and chaotic for too long now. i’ve been forced into being Big far too often and for too long. It wears me down. Last night, Daddy came to sit next to me on the sofa and i curled up in His arms. i needed Him, i needed to be little… i needed to ask Him to help me manage the … Continue reading Relying on Daddy
Last night the damn cracked. i cried. i grieved being away from my home. i let the feelings of being lost flow. It wasn’t a choice, actually. It rarely is. lol A friend made me so angry that i couldn’t contain the emotions any longer. They flowed. Not more than a few minutes and i was done… but i finally let go of my stranglehold … Continue reading A Sweet Day
Today was the first time in ages that things have felt “normal”. Stress was lower, despite seeing our home in absolute ruins and being woken up to a fire alarm. Daddy took me to lunch at one of our favorite spots. Ruffi sat quietly at our feet as we chatted about regular life stuff eating pizza, roast beef sandwiches, the best chicken tenders ever and … Continue reading Emotional tonight…