Been up almost all night. Coughing, not able to lay down at all, ruminating about the stress in my life and all the things which are adding to it. I finally journaled it all out. Not the stuff to post of WordPress. The stuff you keep private to yourself until it can be sorted out and dealt with effectively. My lungs hurt. Feels like there’s … Continue reading I’m not happy
Getting angry today and taking action was more than getting insurance matters moving and saying enough is enough to things outside. It was also looking at MY home in shambles and saying NO MORE!!!! I can’t live like this!!! I WON’T live like this! It may seem silly that neither of us have thought to do it before, but honestly, when you’re waiting for fucking … Continue reading Reclaiming MY House!
As soon as things felt more manageable, they went sideways all over again. 😦 I just broke down in tears again. Company left, Daddy and i had a quiet day of sleep and bonding where we both felt safe and calm again. We slept in yesterday, got up rested and hopeful. We were looking forward to the day. After breakfast in the hotel, we went … Continue reading Day 16: Water Damage
I woke up this morning feeling refreshed… until I went to the bathroom and remembered we have no water. The weight of the world sank down upon me yet again. It’s so hot here today I can hardly think straight. I hadn’t had a shower in 2 days and felt physically disgusting. That hot, sticky kind of gross. I rarely get actually dirty. My hair … Continue reading Working my way back to center.
My radar is going off like crazy lately!!! Daddy played an important part in a girl’s life growing up. She had the rough childhood of having an addict for a mother and no dad around. My husband was one of the few solid people in her life for many years. He’s stayed in touch. Early in our relationship. she reached out wanting to come visit. … Continue reading Ding! Ding! Ding!