Rant From A Fierce Kitten
After Daddy and I shared our special time things went sideways. Not with us. With outside, real life stuff. I got a cancellation notice in email from our car insurance company. I called quite sure I’d paid the bill long since. The woman on the phone was calm and very kind. As we talked I looked to see if I’d actually sent it. I found … Continue reading Rant From A Fierce Kitten
Trying to stay positive
Daddy and i slept in late today. It was so desperately needed!! Ran to pick up our laundry from a friends house down the street. What a nice gift not taking all of our laundry to the laundromat is!! Truly. ♥ i think just about all of our clothes are clean now. With all the disruption lately, we’ve missed things here and there. We’re pretty … Continue reading Trying to stay positive
A Sweet Day
Last night the damn cracked. i cried. i grieved being away from my home. i let the feelings of being lost flow. It wasn’t a choice, actually. It rarely is. lol A friend made me so angry that i couldn’t contain the emotions any longer. They flowed. Not more than a few minutes and i was done… but i finally let go of my stranglehold … Continue reading A Sweet Day
Working my way back to center.
I woke up this morning feeling refreshed… until I went to the bathroom and remembered we have no water. The weight of the world sank down upon me yet again. It’s so hot here today I can hardly think straight. I hadn’t had a shower in 2 days and felt physically disgusting. That hot, sticky kind of gross. I rarely get actually dirty. My hair … Continue reading Working my way back to center.
Practice in Patience & Acceptance
Today, i get to practice what i preach. Patience, acceptance, gratitude. i went to use the downstairs bathroom not long after Daddy left for work today. i found the entire bathroom floor flooded. Neither of us have used it at all today so i knew it wasn’t an overflowed toilet. i ran upstairs to deal with the immediate need at hand, grabbed a huge stack … Continue reading Practice in Patience & Acceptance
A few words on Gratitude
Gratitude. Everyone’s favorite fucking word. lol Well, I used to feel that way, too. I’ve come to learn that gratitude is the cornerstone of my serenity and happiness. The world collided for me in all the rights ways a few years ago to put me in a position of literally not having enough money to survive on. At first, I ranted and raved, blamed everyone … Continue reading A few words on Gratitude
Don’t worry, distract yourself!!
There are a couple of house issues which keep popping up. lol Of course, they always reach a point of needing attention at 9pm on a Friday night when Daddy’s at work. I’ve been sitting here googling home maintenance issues and solutions when I have no idea what the Hell I’m talking about when it comes to plumbing. lol You know, the woman who goes … Continue reading Don’t worry, distract yourself!!
How thing change
Just two years ago I was struggling to get out of a very bad marriage. Papers were filed and the divorce was due to be final in a few weeks. He was gone, no contact… letting go wasn’t so easy. Abuse is insidious. You don’t see it coming. Then you’re trapped in a relationship you never dreamed you’d be in. Every part of me was … Continue reading How thing change