I’m sitting in Daddy’s chair chatting with Him on/off throughout the night. We didn’t see each other much today. Honestly, hardly at all. Tuesdays are always like that, but this one seems more pronounced for some reason. The dogs are wrapped around each other in my usual spot on the sofa. All is quiet except for the hum of the fridge and the clicking of … Continue reading Deep Thoughts at 2:30 am
1. What is something new you’ve done because you are under coronavirus self-quarantine? Honestly? Only one thing. I’ve started watching the news a couple times a week. 2. What three habits have improved your life? Cleaning house daily so it’s not a huge, overwhelming task. Building “me time” into every day. Creating a healthy relationship with food. 3. What really makes you angry? Anger isn’t … Continue reading T.M.I. Tuesday
One of the first things that connected Daddy and i was our deeply, dark, sarcastic sense of humor. i haven’t found many people in life who are quite as dark as i am. The two of us bat darkness back and forth until we’re doubled over in pain laughing. When the hard tides of emotions come we listen, talk it out and then inevitably one … Continue reading Dark Humor Ho!!!
FFS people, if you actually think that the christian god has struck the world with the corona virus to shut down sports, movie theaters and other things to bring people back to faith…. and prayer will make this god restore the world YOU”RE INSANE and need to keep your fucking mouth shut!!! This is a dangerous line of thinking and spouting this crap puts lives … Continue reading Religious Rant
Honestly, my daily life isn’t all that different. i’m a housewife and my personal routine isn’t all that different. Why am i struggling then? This fucking asthma flare just isn’t getting better. i’m half way through the prednisone taper and i’m at that homicidal point of everything being too much. Don’t breathe! Don’t walk by my house! Keep your fucking kids QUIET! Stay in your … Continue reading Struggling Today
Daddy falls into the category of mandatory workers here in California. i always had those jobs, too. It never occurred to me that hotels would have to stay open in the midst of crisis. To me, hotels are for travel and fun. NO ONE should be traveling these days. Alas, my thinking is wrong. 2 hours and counting until Daddy heads back out into this … Continue reading Mandatory Workers
When i first began this blog i wrote a post about the difficulties of being submissive and having a chronic illness. It’s never easy having chronic medical conditions! Being submissive lends to the emotional impact on me when i’m not well. The last few days have been a prime example. Daddy and i have a system for how we run our home and our lives. … Continue reading Submission & Chronic Illness Revisited
I posted last night that I’m sick. Talked to the doctor today and started prednisone and antibiotics. This is where my story begins. Going to the pharmacy. A medical facility is the last place I think anyone would want to go during a pandemic. Am I wrong in thinking this? The number of people I saw filling normal prescriptions when Kaiser offers free mail delivery … Continue reading Social Distancing