For the longest time now I’ve sat by complaining that I’m a bored, lonely housewife. I don’t bitch about it here, but it certainly comes up between the Mr & me once in a while. I reach that OMG I’M DYING point. I bitch and then settle back into the status quo unhappy with my life. Tonight I’ve made an actual plan that is realistic … Continue reading Getting Out
I walked around for years and years saying this to others and letting others off the hook for being hurtful. I don’t remember the circumstances any longer, they don’t matter, but I do recall the conversation about this saying not being totally true. I told my supervisor that my feelings were hurt by something someone said or did followed by “I’m responsible for how I … Continue reading “I’m not responsible for how you feel”
The day is here. my brothers are coming to our home today to look at what needs to be done to get the house ready for sale. i haven’t seen any member of my family is nearly 6 years. So many reasons for that. Phone calls have been rough, as i’ve written about in the last few weeks. my heart is in my throat and … Continue reading Family & Anxiety
Ohhhh… I remember well the days of New Year’s Resolutions to lose weight. I’d set a goal to make permanent changes in my lifestyle. Exercise more, eat less, change the type of foods I was eating. I wasn’t a fad dieter. Not ever, really. Except once in the mid 90’s I did the cabbage soup diet along with everyone else. lol It works because you’re … Continue reading Weight Loss: The good, the bad, the ugly
Daddy and I sat with a few of His female co-workers at the holiday party. (There are only 2 men on staff, including Him.) One of the ladies was substantially over weight and the other was of “normal” weight. The topic of weight loss was a hot topic. The heavier of the two spent a great deal of time joking about her eating and planning … Continue reading Remembering my dance with ED
I’m sitting here in Daddy’s big chair sipping a cup of yummy Vermont Maple Tea with Almond Milk watching Counting Cars. The pups are napping. At the moment, all is ok in the world. By all outward signs… things are ok. On the inside, my heart is pounding and my blood pressure is through the roof. All the stress and worry thoughts humanly possible right … Continue reading Outrageous Anxiety
The world came crashing in today and I fucking gave up. Daddy’s surgery is scheduled for the 3rd with a week off work. He had more appointments about the surgery this afternoon. The stress of life in general has been bogging me down, plus the new stress of Daddy being not ok. Got a letter from the Trustee on my home today threatening legal action … Continue reading Emotional Hangover
The saying “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger” is fine. It has value and is true in many instances. It’s not meant to encapsulate every bad thing that’s ever happened to you. For example child abuse, rape, domestic violence, going to war … these are traumatic events which don’t make you stronger. They break you. Once anything is broken the integrity of the object … Continue reading Trauma DOESN’T make you stronger
Been up almost all night. Coughing, not able to lay down at all, ruminating about the stress in my life and all the things which are adding to it. I finally journaled it all out. Not the stuff to post of WordPress. The stuff you keep private to yourself until it can be sorted out and dealt with effectively. My lungs hurt. Feels like there’s … Continue reading I’m not happy
Help Break The Stigma Surrounding Mental Health ~~ Question Prompt: When you first were diagnosed with your mental illness/disorder, did it take a while to get used to your medications that were prescribed to you? If you answer the question, (YES), How did you feel initially? Depending on how long you have been on medication, how many times do you think it has been adjusted … Continue reading Working On Us- Medication
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