DAY 30: Is your need to submit being met? If not, or if your situation changed, do you think that you could continue in your life and still be happy/content if you were never able to express your submission in the way that feels best to you again? What makes submission special to you?
The majority of my needs for submission are being met. No, i couldn’t go a the rest of my life without being able to express my submissive nature. It’s a core part of who i am as a person and how i relate to others.
Being submissive isn’t only who i am sexually, it’s who i am as a partner. The relationship between a Dom and sub is different on nearly every level than a typical vanilla relationship. The trust and commitment required for the power exchange is deep and honest in ways those who haven’t experienced it can’t truly understand. As a submissive, i give myself to Daddy out a place of love and trust and desire to make His life better in all ways. i offer to serve Him in all ways. In return, He claims me, collars me, makes me His which is a promise to love, protect, guide, take care of, take responsibility for… and a commitment to keep me and love me forever. Within the structure of the D/s relationship there is a sense of belonging, being treasured in ways which mean the most to each other. This is the part i couldn’t go without expressing or feeling forever.