DAY 28: Has your submission ever let you down? Have you ever been criticized for your submission? Have you ever regretted being or feeling submissive in a moment or in a relationship? Have you ever looked back and realized you made a mistake and how did you handle your submission going forward from that?
It’s impossible for my submission to “let me down”. i have acted in ways which weren’t consistent with being submissive or shown adequate respect for my dominant at times which is likely what this question is referring to. Submission is an active choice, not something which happens to you.
i have regretted choosing to stay submissive to a partner who was not respecting my limits and feelings in a relationship, but not being or feeling submissive.
Living in a 24/7 relationship with Daddy gives me plenty of opportunities to make mistakes. At the beginning our of living together, i made a few serious mistakes in how i handled expressing my wants and needs to Him. i reverted back to how i communicated in my old vanilla relationships. This was disastrous! It didn’t take long before i sat and reflected on my relationship, my role, and how i could do better. Before i addressed it with Him verbally, i changed my behavior to that of a true submissive in all ways. i was more submissive than i ever had been before and probably have been since on a daily basis. i acknowledged my wrong doing with Him and sought His direction in fixing this hurtful situation. Both of us felt rejected, unloved, unwanted, unimportant. As i changed my behavior, He changed His so we worked together to fix what went wrong.