Submission: Day 27

DAY 27: Do you have submissive desires or fantasies that you have yet to be able to explore? Do some of your desires confuse or frighten you? Do they excite you? What are they?

Of course i do! ;* i’m an exciting and ever curious little! i think if i’ve run out of fantasies and desires to explore, i’m doing this whole thing wrong. *giggles*

i have all sorts of submissive fantasies which confuse and frighten me. Daddy and i share abduction fantasies and there are some parts of playing them out in real time which are potentially dangerous. We got a good laugh when we looked up how to make chloroform after we got over the OMG of kitten could DIE factor!!! lol i have fantasies of being chained in a dungeon or outside overnight for the thrill of being a total slave with no rights other than pleasing my Master. These ideas frighten me in their reality and i’m stunned that the idea of them exciting me. Public D/s play where i’m on display at Daddy’s hands with elements of service and humiliation with onlooker commenting. Honestly, i’m really confused that this is something i’d find even remotely a turn-on, yet it is.

There are many, many things left on my sub fantasy list. Many of them will need lots of talking to Daddy before we can go about trying them… and deciding if they’re things that WE want to try together or they’re better in my list of hot ideas that i don’t really want to do in reality.

4 thoughts on “Submission: Day 27

  1. I love it. Fantasies are sort of a bit of a sticking point for us right now, it seems i’m quite a lot darker than my Ten Shades hehe.

    Public play is fun. Sir and I used to play in public and I always used to love it. There were times that I’d forget about anyone else, and then there were times I’d be quite excited by them watching hehe 🙂

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    1. Daddy is new to real BDSM… outside of the fantasy and online world. I’m not a whole lot more experienced in actual fact, but i’ve adventured into much more prior to meeting Him. We’re growing together. Makes it fun… yet frustrating at times because i’m more of a jump into it and try kinda person where He’s the weigh it all out, logical person. lol Good thing for a Dom… He keeps me safe. Just wish sometimes we could grow a bit faster… 🙂

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  2. You can’t see it but I’m literally applauding you for posting this, my friend! Taboo fantasies are wickedly delicious, thrilling, and nerve racking all at the same time (hence why they are considered “taboo”). And yet, they arouse and excite us. I hope you and your Daddy get to play out these fantasies when you’re both ready to dive in. 😉 Xx

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