DAY 23: Is there anything about submission (yours or what you see in others) that you question, dislike or repels you? Was there a time you questioned or were resistant to your own submissive feelings?
Honestly, there are lots of things in the BDSM realm which i question, don’t understand, and even dislike. i look at them as not being for myself, though i hold opinion of those who like it.
My own submission has grown and changed over time. i struggled with being a little for a long time and had a really hard time with the idea of a DD/lg relationship. i was initially resistant to just how submissive i actually am. i didn’t want to be that… or rather view myself that way. It took time for me to see my submissive side and my little side as part of who i am and they don’t translate into all areas of my life.