DAY 20:  Has your submission increased or decreased over time? Have you ever had to renegotiate your submission due to a change in your feelings or circumstance?

Sure. Submission increases and decreases over the duration of a relationship. i’ve never had to renegotiate my submission. i’ve had to dig deeper for my submission at times when it’s been hard to feel submissive. i’ve had periods where my submission is greatly increased. i have chronic illnesses, so there are times i want nothing more than to be submissive and do my best to please and serve Daddy but my body won’t allow me to. That’s one of the times it’s hardest to be submissive because Daddy changes His orders and my duties are to stay down, be quiet, rest. Submission isn’t any different than any other feeling or activity. Sometimes it’s easy and full of gusto and others it’s habitual and you reach down deep for the motivation to continue or find a reason.